August 30, 2010

  • Cathy M., one of the girls that is a member of OPhiA, asked me if I wanted to catch up yesterday so I went to Tempe to get her. Tempe Town Lake is dry, its so weird to see after I guess the dam broke.. We talked on the ride and wound up at PV mall. I had a really great time; we had a good lunch, cleared up some shit from the past, updated each other on life.. I bought new tongue rings, a ceshire cat magnet, silly bandz for Laura, new heals from Charlett Rousse, and some antibacterial stuff from Bath and Body Works. Afterwards we went to the adult shop, Fascinations, in Tempe. I got a fantasy starter kit with handcuffs, a blind fold and a whip for me and Tim to play with. After a really long day of laughing with Cathy I got home around 6:30 and got to have dinner and catch up with my mom. I played Dominion with Chris and Mike and won :D before leaving for Tim's house. We have such a fucking amazing time together... I swear just thinking about it makes my legs shake. Anyway.. we watched Hell Ride, which was weird because one of the character's is The Gent (Lance was called this by his friends since his last name is Jent).. Tim and I got to talk a little about our pasts, our likes and dislikes, etc. I told him I was worried since I hadn't ever just dated someone, I've either been someone's girlfriend or a one-night stand. He told me not to worry and was sweet to me as usual, so much sweeter than Lance ever was in almost 4 years. We must've gotten to sleep at around 3:30-4ish and then I was up at 7:45... went down to Free Arts but the office wasn't open yet. Went down to campus to return my book for the next class I dropped. I guess I officially will graduate probably next fall ugh. 

     

    There's something wrong with me... I actually sincerly like Tim as a person. I want to get to know him. I want to do nice things for him. I know he's leaving but he's fucking awesome. I really like spending time with him.. we have so many similar interests. I really want to learn how to ride a motorcycle now... or just get on the back of his. Something about him makes me feel more alive than I have ever been before. Every nerve ending is on fire with possibilities. I just am afraid its going to end too soon...