April 14, 2011

  • I proved my potential for perfect step parent, for coolest girlfriend... but being sweet isn't necessary, giving him a hard time is.

    I feel the magnetism, as he put it, has phased, and the situation falls flat. I feel better off alone though we just had sex yesterday and last night I made an amazingly fun intro for family night. The problem is I feel like a zombie. Maybe the effects of the lexapro have finally hit; I'm not overly excited or happy about anything and I don't mind. Being numb is a goal I have been trying to accomplish for years and yet just now it is finally easier than I ever expected.

     

    Luke and I could totally fall in love... but we probably wont.