Up the rocky trail
Already dizzied by the smell of you
As my mind tried focusing on each step
one in front of the other
Thinking about your fingers
Running so softly through my hair
And I knew you could feel my lips ache
For just one brief, simple kiss
But I followed you there
A little alcove in the mess of trees
And you sat back in the dust
And pulled me between your legs
Looking up at that smile
Like a million stars in the night sky
Breathtaking yet calm
Leaning back you wrapped your arms around me
And the silence of the canyon
Swept across us slowly
Each breath bittersweet sonnets
If only my heart could reach the distance
The sun setting quickly
A kiss finally mine
My fingers laced with yours
Life seemed to be blooming with possibilities
I wanted to scream and let the noise echo
Let the secret pour from my veins
I've fallen desperately in love with you
But just like my way up the trail
This will take baby steps to reach my summit
Or will you destroy me before my eyes
May reach the beautiful horizon line?
Month: January 2018
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a new year
For more than a decade I have been burying my head in the sand with drugs. It has caused me nothing but pain and serious consequences. I have decided that there are many things I would accomplish during my 30th year on Earth and here are some big and some small goals:
1. write more
2. take better care of my mother
3. use moderation
4. become a better active listener. AND ACTUALLY LISTEN TO WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING not what you think they might "mean".
5. do more art
6. (and yes these are obvious) get a good job
7. get a car
8. get a cell phone of my own
9. work out a payment plan with ASU to be able to get my transcripts to start a new program.
10. research other universities that might not need my B.S. transcripts for admission
11. get a bank account locally
12. work on my credit
13. continue to lose weight
14. become a more logic based person vs. emotionally based person.
15. seek counseling
16. complete my deferred sentence (community service, fines, etc)
17. create a personal and household budget (what is my portion of the bills)
18. start saving
19. Make a plan to move (in or out of state)
20. work on myself before trying to find a relationship. FWBS are fine, but nothing more.These are just some of my thoughts as once again my insomnia plagues me.
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