January 12, 2018

  • a new year

    For more than a decade I have been burying my head in the sand with drugs. It has caused me nothing but pain and serious consequences. I have decided that there are many things I would accomplish during my 30th year on Earth and here are some big and some small goals:

    1. write more
    2. take better care of my mother
    3. use moderation
    4. become a better active listener. AND ACTUALLY LISTEN TO WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING not what you think they might "mean".
    5. do more art
    6. (and yes these are obvious) get a good job
    7. get a car
    8. get a cell phone of my own
    9. work out a payment plan with ASU to be able to get my transcripts to start a new program.
    10. research other universities that might not need my B.S. transcripts for admission
    11. get a bank account locally
    12. work on my credit
    13. continue to lose weight
    14. become a more logic based person vs. emotionally based person.
    15. seek counseling
    16. complete my deferred sentence (community service, fines, etc)
    17. create a personal and household budget (what is my portion of the bills)
    18. start saving
    19. Make a plan to move (in or out of state)
    20. work on myself before trying to find a relationship. FWBS are fine, but nothing more.

    These are just some of my thoughts as once again my insomnia plagues me.